Dear brother,
What I'm afraid of has happened. The inevitable. My heart is broken.
I had a rough week. I went for training 3 days and already many things at work went wrong. I had to come back at night for one. Funny thing was, when I did things right no one cares, when one thing go wrong they all scrutinize of how it could be wrong.
Family is driving me crazy. Coming here with 2 families, and hotels and flights. I love to be with you guys, but in this period of time I'm just not sure if I can be together and be cheerful with you guys.
I spent the rest of the week working 12-14 hours day, going home after midnight. On Saturday, After working 11am - 2pm, I went for class and yet the phone kept ringing. I came back at 10pm and worked till 2:30am. Amidst all that, I was hanging on, and fighting hard. I was hanging on the possibility of hope, and a future out of here, and a future together with the one I love.
Reality slaps me with a bucket of cold water.
It turns out, that no one wants to save or rescue me. They, wanting me to be there and together, and not wanting to deal with my problem...
At the end of the day, I'm all alone...
You'd be here next week. I hope we will have some good time and I can get some rest
With love
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